Where are you?
This is the second time I am typing this post, as my internet browser crashed!
So am not happy!
My sister today and her friends, were joking about gay people, this I don’t really understand, I fear how she would react to knowing that I am gay,
And this brings me onto a question open to everyone, however Marz in particular, I am wondering how family members react, not just your parents but your brother/sister (I think it is a sister you have?) Do they respect you less of a person? And how do uncles/aunts or grandparents react?
I hate and am confused by the opinions people form of gay people, for example, I am liked by a lot of people however the second they found out I was gay would they have the same opinion. They like me now, and being gay is only a small part of the person which they know, (actually depending on which way you look at it, it could be a very big part)?
I have an uncle who I think is a fantastic man, he has a very successful IT business, and I get on very well as I am interested and would like to work in this field. However he is completely against gay people, and doesn’t speak to his sister because her son is gay, I’m sure there are more issues but this is one which contributes to the factor? Why? He likes me now, but would all that change?
My next point is, gay people, where are you all? (correct me if I am wrong) am I right in thinking that 1 in 10 people are gay, that is 20 in my year and that’s 100 in the school? And all I know of is one! How am I at 17 supposed to find a boyfriend which I want so badly? Actually I think I know where you all are, you are exactly like me and have told no one that you are gay? And this is a problem………
More recently I have notice a lot of girls, flirting or noticing me, especially when walking around our local town/city. For some reason this makes me feel very uncomfortable. I keep catching girls checking me out, and for some reason I want to shout at them “I AM GAY STOP LOOKING AT ME!” I have no idea why and I don’t know why this makes me uncomfortable.
I was walking to Flo’s the other week and two girls were walking towards me, they started messing with their hai
r, smiling etc and when they had passed started that girly whispering and I just daren’t of turned around in case they were checking me out from behind, and I don’t know why this bothers me ???????????
Jade a friend from school, who I think as a person is great, keeps stoking my hair, ! yes I think she is a great person but obviously nothing else! Sorry,
Me and Jade have things in common as she is a mad
xx xx
posted by 2-Lives @ 10:56 PM
1 Comments:
Some peoples perceptions of you will change and they'll treat you different. But i see it like this if someone doesn't want to be your friend, then bunk them. Although, I'm not at school due to my parents request and because I don't feel like adding the homophobia too my hatred with having to wake up at 5:30. (LOL)
My other family doesn't know. And some of my friends have had their parens totally understand but lost the friendship of their siblings. And at least you have a gay cousin, I don't even have that.
OH WELL.
Oh, and about the boyfriend thing. I SOOOO USED TO DO THAT MATH THING, you made me smile. I also figured it out. First, many may feel like you and don't want to be the only one standing. Second, although it's 10% out of the population. If there's 200 people, you may be the only one in your a hundred of your school, but the other nineteen are at another school together in their hundred. So the math is correct, the distribution is just poor.(LOL)
Also, I live in one of the top ten gay populated cities in America, and it doesn't help AT ALL. Believe me. Although some people in small towns think that it does, it doesn't. ( At least not for me.)
And with the girl thing, I think it's a thing of like you don't want people to get hurt. This weekend I got two girls numbers, and they just gave them to me.
E-mail me. I know my e-mail address is on the comment.
-Marz
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